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hI! I am Johanna! I am 20 years young! lOl i am not a shy person...(only in front of cameras haha). psh I don't wanna write a book here but just so you know the basic important details haha xP I am a Born and Raised Christian! I believe in God more than I believe in my existence...
I love meeting new people and expressing my thoughts, hopes, dreams, ideas, etc... I love being silly and random...thats just me! ha... and well i have been known to come up with some pretty weird things lol...I am very athletic and I enjoy long walks on the beach...haha jk but yeah...I follow those who follow me (all stalker hahaha) nah...lol but ENJOY reading my sTufF! =]]
Sheesh! God has been dealing with me alot lately…but one thing I have learned so far…is no matter what…you need to forgive…and after you forgive…love.
The Bible tells us to Love our Enemies. I mean, come on! my Enemies??! You gotta be kidding right??
yeah, that’s how I used to think…but now I do it naturally..
There has been people lately who literally I think they are out to get me lol Like they have nothing better to do than to hurt my feelings and make me feel worthless.
But God has given me strength and patience to be able to be the better person. Yes, their words just make me want to cry sometimes…but, if I saw them stranded on the side of the road…I would not hesitate to pull over and offer my help.
The Bible says (in my broken down summary version haha): that if your enemy hits on the cheek, you must turn the other. Do you know how hard that is with how most people react with these type of situations now in days??
lol I remember when I was in high school, if a girl came and just slapped someone in the hallway…that other girl wouldn’t stop and turn her other cheek…
that girls first reaction was to slap back, pull her hair out, or punch her teeth in…but someone had to pay! haha
@4 months agoWhen anyone reads this, they will probably think “Oh, there goes one other girl that’s not sure about a guy…”
But I’m talking about life in general…
like, how do we know what it actually worth taking a chance on? Because once something is done, it’s done. Those are moments in your life that you are NEVER going to get back.
I mean, EVERY DECISION that we make, big and small, make all the difference to where our life is going.
Yes, you may be eating a candy now, but what you didn’t know was that later on in life you were going to be diagnosed with Diabetes.
or choosing to skip a track practice one day, cause you to be a split second slower than 1st place and you lose.
or going on a date with the person you least expected “giving them a chance”, not knowing they would be your future spouse.
it’s super crazy how something as simple as choosing not to eat, breathe, or sleep can make all the difference.
I don’t know…I was just thinking about all that right now…
about where all MY decisions have brought me so far.
I know I have TONS of “what if’s” … which sucks…but like I said, they are moments you can’t get back…
Life is too short to not do what makes you happy…
Just remember no matter what comes your way…keep moving forward…don’t look back…
and when life knocks you down to your knees, just remember you’ll be in the perfect position…to pray :)
@5 months agoI never thought I would be saying this anytime soon after what I had been through…
but due to that…I have been single for a little over 4 years…
It’s not I didn’t want a relationship…I guess I was too scared to take any risks…
just having fear that I might get hurt again…
but now out of no where…I think I may have fallen for a guy…but thing is…idk what to do…cuz I am terrified of these feelings that have been emerging…
and what sucks is that I do not have the slightest idea if this guy is even the least bit interested in me at all…
maybe I am better off keeping to myself…I mean…i have built this wall around my heart…that has been a pretty good guard until now…
oi…idk what to do….so confused…
Heard on the radio how a lot of people associate the coming of this new year„ as a new beginning…a fresh start…
but there are other’s who welcomed this new year thinking they were failures…
we all fail…but we’re not failures…
look as failure as an opportunity to begin again more intelligently, as Henry Ford once put it…
and remember….One’s best success comes after his greatest disappointments… :)
@4 months ago